Yesterday has come and gone. Today has unfortunately presented itself once more. Reminding me of, not only the amazing moments we had together, but also of the tough time 3:43am was. I have begun to understand that I should be greatful... and not as upset. I should be greatful for having met you alive. For having such a strong son that he beat the odds! Not only were you born alive but your beautiful heart beat powerfully for 4 hours and 25 minutes more!! What an amazing day that was. I can honestly say July 28th 2011 was, is, and always will be the best, most memorable day of my entire life. July 29th, 3:43am however... Tough, just really tough. Devastating, sad, confusing, angry, nasty time. My Angel grew his wings. But, why think that he's gone when I could be celebrating his life. Why think that he's gone when he's always near. Why think that he's gone when I could be remembering his life lessons. Why think that he's gone when I know he's here with me (inside, outside, heart, soul, body, everywhere). Why think that he's gone when I could be acknowledge his beautiful life. Why think that he's gone when I could recognize his strength, power, bravery, and courage. So, Enzo, mommy will be sad today but only because she misses you so much, my sunshine, my ray of light, my hope, my beauty, my baby... but I will always remember you and smile. Smile for all the good you did. For all the love you gave us. For beating all of the odds and giving us the pleasure and the honor of holding you in our arms alive. Thank you, Enzo. Thank you.
Sad day but happy memories. Sad day but beautiful boy. Sad day but full of amazing moments. Sad day, but I will smile for you always!
Mommy loves you baby boy. Mommy misses you more than ever. Always in my memories, forever in my heart. Te amo
-Mami
Enzo Mi Amor, hace un mes hoy en que te tuvimos que decir adios, un adios doloroso, el mas doloroso de mi vida, el mas duro de todos, el menos entendible del mundo. Pero ese adios no fue para siempre. Ese adios fue un hasta luego, un hasta siempre porque se que algun dia nos volveremos a ver! Dios me va a dar la oportunidad de volver a besarte, acariciarte, mimarte, hablarte al oido. Igualmente vos conoces muy bien a la Abuela loca que elegiste y sabes que para mi seguis aca conmigo. Te sigo hablando como el primer dia, cantando, mimando, malcriando y sobre todo amando. Te Quiero Mi Amor. Besos y abrazos de tu Abuela preferida y la que daria hasta su vida por que estuvieras aca con nosotros otra vez. Te Amo Enzo Hermoso
-Abu