These 6 months have been truly unforgetable. I've gone through the BEST & WORST moments of my entire existence. I became a mother, your mother :) and then, quickly became a mother of an angel. You were taken away from me... and to this day, I DO NOT KNOW WHY. I tried to be your guardian angel when you were in my belly... and now you are mine. Isn't that crazy? Speaking of crazy, mami is very loca but you know I miss you sooo very much every second of my life. You were my dream come true baby, and now you are in my every dream. I know you're coming back to mami, you promised :) so enjoy your angel friends and the beautiful clouds because you're going to get a very small space for 9 months in mami's stomach!!! I'll get fat so you have more room hahaha
You have been my savior. You saved me from a very nasty and unhealthy road. You showed me the way to beauty, happiness, and love. You have held me when I cried and hugged me when I felt alone. High fived me when I succeeded and kiss me goodnight. We have laughed together, cried together, missed each other, loved one another, whispered in the dark, played cars, painted pictures... you are my baby doll & I am your mom. You and I, Enzo, you and I are a love story. That second when they put your beautiful little body on top of mine, I feel madly in love with you. You have given me that.... LOVE. Love and understanding. Love and affection. Love and family <3
We talk all the time, so it's hard for mami to write to you. Because you know everything my crazy head is going through... you're constantly in it :) You want to know what I think you would look like and be doing right now? Ok, so I think you would have curly, dark hair. Long. Brown eyes; not too dark, not too light. That perfectly perfect shade of brown that reminds you of the sunset. You'd be a little baby. Short, skinny, beautiful. Perfect button nose like abu and those big juicy lips that are delicious to kiss!!! I'm drooling, you are sooo gorgeous :) Be careful up there eh, I know you have some little angelitas after you... NO DATING UNTIL YOURE... 50 :D hahaha You can date, but I want to know all about her first ;) Picture, measurements, and background check please HAHAHA Mami would have been rough on your girlfriends (beacause youre all MINE) so thankfully, you have la nona taking care of you who might be a bit more lovely with the girls :)
I think right now you would be... first of all, you'd be only 2 months. But let's keep pretending you're 6 months. You'd be crawling, eating blended foods. Bananas and squash and mashed potatoes mmmm que rico! You'd be holding your head up on your own. You'd have rolls for sure. Mami and abu would be feeding you until you exploded :) You'd be sleeping less and laughing more. LOVE that combo :D We'd be making you a fan of a soccer team... I think los abuelos would win and make you a fan of Estudiantes (mami's hometown team). Mami would want Boca, BUT... Or maybe Barcelona since Messi was so lovely and sent you his jersey signed and dedicated. You'd be going from arm to arm, being spoiled rotten by everyone. You'd be photographed until your eyes popped out haha Honestly, we are doing this anyway. Now that I think about it Enzo, you are crawling and eating. You are holding your head up on your own. You have rolls and laugh always. You have been oficially made a fan of Estudiantes by your abuelos. You are being EXTREMELY spoiled by us and we are taking pictures of you every second. It doesn't matter pupo how high your home is, because you are here with me. It doesn't matter to me that I can't see you, because you are still my son and a mother I shall be. And because of that, I am doing motherly things to you even though I can't see you. And I'm just going to have to be okay with that... until we meet again. Then, grab tight baby because I'm going to aplastarte de tanto amorrrr <3
I hope you had a lovely, fun time at your 6 month celebration. With balloons, cake, friends, futbol, music. I listened to a lot of Coldplay & Rock Nacional (Fito Paez) when I was pregnant so maybe those are your favorite tunes? :D That'd be awesome. Well, I want to hear all about your party tonight when we sleep together. I can't wait :) And I hope you like everything mami is doing for you. The stars, the candles, the balloon, the frogs... :) Aaah, so exciting.
Thank you for inspiring me. For loving me. For shining bright. For flying high. For being peace. For being eternal. For your goodness & strength. For your beauty. Thank you forever.
My heart is burning. My heart aches. My heart hurts. My heart loves you more than anything in this world. Happy 6 Months My Love <3 Know that you will never be lost. I will forever hold you in my heart, mind, and soul. You are my body & my ray of light. I miss you all the way to the sky. Kisses to the moon & back little man. Te amo hijo
I may not get to see you as often as I'd like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love and I will never let you go Enzo.
There is no greater love than this <3
- siempre seras lo que nadie podra ser, Enzo - te amo con cada centimetro de mi ser, con cada lagrima de mis ojos, con cada latido de mi corazon.
I cried when you passed away. I still cry today. Although I loved you dearly, I couldn't make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, a beautiful child at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best. (I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS TO BE PROVEN TO ME -_- MOTHERF***!!!!! -cover your ears gordo)
<3 <3 <3 HAPPY 6 MONTHS BABY BOY :) !!!!!! <3 <3 <3
Love you to the moon and back,
Baci al cielo amore
Te amo,
Mama