E n z o ,
You're in my head, my heart & soul
You are everywhere I go
But I want you to be here with me
Not somewhere I don't know...
Sometimes I feel your presence
As I fumble through the day
Does that mean you are with me?
That you are showing me the way?
It may seem as if I'm coping
That I'm resilient and strong
I'm not though, Enzo, really
Everyone has got that wrong.
I'm simply trying to honor
The most amazing, special you
Because darling there really isn't
Anything else that I can do :(
- - -
" It always rains the hardest on people who deserve the sun" - you did not deserve this Enzo. And it's my fault. My body, my unhealthy obsession. Why did I keep going to the doctor's office? Because I knew. I think I knew. I never ever thought you were going to leave me forever, but I knew something was wrong. But then I heard your beautiful heartbeat (which is buried deeply in the Enzo bear) and it made me feel alright. It made me feel as if everything was okay. And it was, until that day...
I always listen to your heartbeat. I played it for a lot of people too. They are always so amazed and for me, it reminds me of you. I sleep with the bear and I sleep with you too :) Every night we snuggle tight and dream of being together soon!
Always remember Enzo, that you are made of ★ s t a r s ★
Te amo por siempre. Jamas estuve mas enamorada, mas llena de amor de lo que estoy con vos. Sos todo y mucho mas de lo que jamas podre haber soñado. TE AMOOOOO <3
- I took one look at you Enzo, & my heart stood still -
so beautiful my bebe. te amo bombonnnnn
baci al cielo gordiii
te amo
mami
You're in my head, my heart & soul
You are everywhere I go
But I want you to be here with me
Not somewhere I don't know...
Sometimes I feel your presence
As I fumble through the day
Does that mean you are with me?
That you are showing me the way?
It may seem as if I'm coping
That I'm resilient and strong
I'm not though, Enzo, really
Everyone has got that wrong.
I'm simply trying to honor
The most amazing, special you
Because darling there really isn't
Anything else that I can do :(
- - -
" It always rains the hardest on people who deserve the sun" - you did not deserve this Enzo. And it's my fault. My body, my unhealthy obsession. Why did I keep going to the doctor's office? Because I knew. I think I knew. I never ever thought you were going to leave me forever, but I knew something was wrong. But then I heard your beautiful heartbeat (which is buried deeply in the Enzo bear) and it made me feel alright. It made me feel as if everything was okay. And it was, until that day...
I always listen to your heartbeat. I played it for a lot of people too. They are always so amazed and for me, it reminds me of you. I sleep with the bear and I sleep with you too :) Every night we snuggle tight and dream of being together soon!
Always remember Enzo, that you are made of ★ s t a r s ★
Te amo por siempre. Jamas estuve mas enamorada, mas llena de amor de lo que estoy con vos. Sos todo y mucho mas de lo que jamas podre haber soñado. TE AMOOOOO <3
- I took one look at you Enzo, & my heart stood still -
so beautiful my bebe. te amo bombonnnnn
baci al cielo gordiii
te amo
mami