Enzo, it has now been three weeks and two days since I got to meet such a marvellous human being. Such a strong baby. Such a courageous boy. I must admit that before you existed in our plans, I was very unaware. I used to cry because I thought I was upset or hurt. I used to scream because I thought I was angry. Unaware, I was of everything. Now, I unfortunately know what pain truly means. A pain that is so deep in my core that nothing but you, Enzo, can heal it. An anger that is so vivid, that nothing but waking up from this tragic nightmare can calm it down. I now know what it means to be sad. I now know what pain feels like. This penetrating pain of having lost your baby.
Enzo, it's been way too long. I'm ready to see you, to be with you, to smile with you, to hug you, to kiss you, to LOVE you with all of my heart. I'm ready baby boy, I'm ready. I love you, I love you, and I love you much more. I need you more than anyone could ever imagine. But I know you're in peace and happy and secure... and I'm going to have to be okay with that until the day we meet again and then, you will be with your mommy, where you should be.
I miss you. It's only been three weeks and I cannot continue on. Three long weeks baby. Without you physically but with you spiritually. I miss you and I would give my life to give you one more kiss. I would give the world the impossible to be with you again.
Today's grandma's birthday! I hope you've been with her, celebrating, and sharing your amazing love. We all need it. I'll be waiting to sleep next to you tonight... like every single night :)
Te amo, te amo, te amo, y te amo muchisimo mas. Por siempre y para siempre. Sos mi vida, mi sol, mi luz, mi corazon, mi sangre, mi pasion, mi mundo, mi angelito, mi hijo. Te amo pupo. Te espero en la cama :)
Mama
Enzo, it's been way too long. I'm ready to see you, to be with you, to smile with you, to hug you, to kiss you, to LOVE you with all of my heart. I'm ready baby boy, I'm ready. I love you, I love you, and I love you much more. I need you more than anyone could ever imagine. But I know you're in peace and happy and secure... and I'm going to have to be okay with that until the day we meet again and then, you will be with your mommy, where you should be.
I miss you. It's only been three weeks and I cannot continue on. Three long weeks baby. Without you physically but with you spiritually. I miss you and I would give my life to give you one more kiss. I would give the world the impossible to be with you again.
Today's grandma's birthday! I hope you've been with her, celebrating, and sharing your amazing love. We all need it. I'll be waiting to sleep next to you tonight... like every single night :)
Te amo, te amo, te amo, y te amo muchisimo mas. Por siempre y para siempre. Sos mi vida, mi sol, mi luz, mi corazon, mi sangre, mi pasion, mi mundo, mi angelito, mi hijo. Te amo pupo. Te espero en la cama :)
Mama