It’s been 3 months… 3 months without you. 3 months without your scent. 3 months without your cry. 3 months without your presence. 3 months without your smile. Without your laughter. 3 months without your exquisite existence.
Today, 3 months ago, I held you in my arms for the first and last time. But today, 3 months ago, I met you only to have you in my heart forever. Also, 3 months ago today you made me a mother. Into a very, very proud mother! Your strength and courage were exemplary and out of this world. You are and will always be my little man, my beautiful prince, the most important and special of my entire life. I love you with all of this crazyness that I have and that I will always have. I need you with all of my heart. And I miss you each second of this long and unfair life.
The wind draws us closer. The sun makes me feel your warmth. Music reminds me of you. Light makes me know you are okay. Time lets me know that each second that passes is one less second that I have to live without you. And through the sky I see you every day.
3 months. 91 days. 2180 hours. 131,040 minutes. 7,862,400 seconds. Months, days, hours, minutes, and seconds don’t matter because not even time can separate us. Time has nothing against our love story, our eternal love for each other. Destiny, unfortunately, wanted us to live your entire lifetime in only 4 hours and 25 minutes but we, Enzo, we will live an entire lifetime together as mother and son forever! I will never let anyone or anything separate us. You are the most important and the most beautiful being I have in this life that is so cruel and cold. Life has never met anyone or anything so beautiful and so perfect.
Enzo, I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will love you always. I’ve wanted you since I was little, I had you when I was an adolecent, and I will have you until I am old. I saw you on July 28, I see you everyday, and I will see you when I die.
I am with you, Enzo. I am with you always for when you want to talk, when you need advice, when you have problems, when you fall in love, when you want to smile, laugh, or tell me a joke. Or for when you need to cry, scream, or laugh uncontrollably. Here I am. Here I am forever. To be your mother. To educate you, love you, protect you, listen to you, and cuddle you. Always.
I love you Enzo. 3 months. 3 very difficult months. 3 very cruel months. 3 very long and unfair months. 3 months. But always, always and forever in my heart. Yesterday, today, tomorrow, and always.
It is not a goodbye, but a see you very soon my love.
I love you forever Enzo, my beautiful baby, my perfect angel, the love of my life.
I miss you pupo. Terribly. More than ever. You are my life.
For ever and always- Enzo & Mami
October 28, 2011
Today, 3 months ago, I held you in my arms for the first and last time. But today, 3 months ago, I met you only to have you in my heart forever. Also, 3 months ago today you made me a mother. Into a very, very proud mother! Your strength and courage were exemplary and out of this world. You are and will always be my little man, my beautiful prince, the most important and special of my entire life. I love you with all of this crazyness that I have and that I will always have. I need you with all of my heart. And I miss you each second of this long and unfair life.
The wind draws us closer. The sun makes me feel your warmth. Music reminds me of you. Light makes me know you are okay. Time lets me know that each second that passes is one less second that I have to live without you. And through the sky I see you every day.
3 months. 91 days. 2180 hours. 131,040 minutes. 7,862,400 seconds. Months, days, hours, minutes, and seconds don’t matter because not even time can separate us. Time has nothing against our love story, our eternal love for each other. Destiny, unfortunately, wanted us to live your entire lifetime in only 4 hours and 25 minutes but we, Enzo, we will live an entire lifetime together as mother and son forever! I will never let anyone or anything separate us. You are the most important and the most beautiful being I have in this life that is so cruel and cold. Life has never met anyone or anything so beautiful and so perfect.
Enzo, I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will love you always. I’ve wanted you since I was little, I had you when I was an adolecent, and I will have you until I am old. I saw you on July 28, I see you everyday, and I will see you when I die.
I am with you, Enzo. I am with you always for when you want to talk, when you need advice, when you have problems, when you fall in love, when you want to smile, laugh, or tell me a joke. Or for when you need to cry, scream, or laugh uncontrollably. Here I am. Here I am forever. To be your mother. To educate you, love you, protect you, listen to you, and cuddle you. Always.
I love you Enzo. 3 months. 3 very difficult months. 3 very cruel months. 3 very long and unfair months. 3 months. But always, always and forever in my heart. Yesterday, today, tomorrow, and always.
It is not a goodbye, but a see you very soon my love.
I love you forever Enzo, my beautiful baby, my perfect angel, the love of my life.
I miss you pupo. Terribly. More than ever. You are my life.
For ever and always- Enzo & Mami
October 28, 2011