I don’t know how to live without you, Enzo.
If I told you I can’t live without you, would you come back? If I take back all the wrongful things I’ve ever done in my life, would you still die? If I told you I love you more than words could ever even begin to express, would you believe me? If I told you all I ever wish for is for one more second with you, would you ask God to grant me that wish? If I promise to be strong for you, would you promise you’re in peace, happy, and loved in heaven?
My days long for you’re physical existence, but they live for your spirit that’s always with me. My kisses need your precious, tiny lips. My arms beg for my baby boy to hold. My eyes wait for new pictures of you and more memories with you, but live for the ones we have. My ears desire your cries. My being aches for the day you could have called me “mommy”! My heart needs you, Enzo.
I love you Enzo. I… simply… love you.
-Mama