My new life hurts. My new life sucks. But my new life includes the most wonderful human being possible... my son and I wouldn't change that for the world. As much as it pains to know that your son is an angel, at least my son became part of my life. At least he exists. At least he was born to me. As the quote says: "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
Doesn't necessarily fit perfectly the situation of a grieving mother BUT we can make it work. In my case, I cry every single day. I miss Enzo. I do, very very very much! But while crying, I think to myself... I am crying because he exists. Because he became part of my life. Maybe if none of this would have happened, I wouldn't be crying... but I also wouldn't have met the most bravest and beautiful human being to ever exist.
No one is ever going to understand me, my pain, my situation, or my new normal. But I have Enzo to accompany me along this new journey... and he's all I need. He is the love of my life, the happiness in my life, the support of my life... he is my life! My life is complete with him. I love him.
Te amo negrito hermoso. Gracias por existir. Gracias por estar...
Enzo & mama por siempre! TE AMO <3