If this love only exists in my dreams... don't wake me up. As mami always says, you were my dream come true, papi. I don't want to wake up from that precious day, July 28th, when I had you in my arms. I want that moment to s t a n d s t i l l e t e r n a l l y . I don't ever want to wake up. I do, however, want to wake up from this terrifying nightmare that began on July 29th. Ever since that day I have been living the journey of a grieving mother. The painful, bumpy road of a motherhood from afar. I cannot caress you, but I can send you balloons. I cannot kiss you, but I can dedicate a garden to you. I cannot hold you, but I can imagine you. I have to live up to the [very, very difficult] task of being a grieving mother. Just know that everything I do, I do it for you. If it was up to me, I would not move from my bed... that is how weak I feel without you. How lot I feel. But for you, Enzo, for you I get up and I will always get up. Just like you lived, lived for those 4 hour and 25 minutes.
There isn't a moment that I do not think about you. There is not a breath that isn't dedicated to you. There isn't a smile that isn't because of you. I look up to the sky and think of you. You are my happy. My love. My angel. My baby. My world. My belief. My religion. My health. My future. My everything. My son. You are eternal. You are Enzo.
I miss you baby. I miss everything about you. And I will miss you forever more. I can't wait for that one day we meet again. I thank God for every moment spent so that is one moment less without you. It's so hard gordito. So hard to live without you. But I know you're here, right next to me... always. Hugging me, loving me, kissing me, holding me, helping me stand, wipping my tears, and rooting me on. I now know that "unable are the loved to die, for love is immortality."
I never knew this love. Thank you pupo
mama.
There isn't a moment that I do not think about you. There is not a breath that isn't dedicated to you. There isn't a smile that isn't because of you. I look up to the sky and think of you. You are my happy. My love. My angel. My baby. My world. My belief. My religion. My health. My future. My everything. My son. You are eternal. You are Enzo.
I miss you baby. I miss everything about you. And I will miss you forever more. I can't wait for that one day we meet again. I thank God for every moment spent so that is one moment less without you. It's so hard gordito. So hard to live without you. But I know you're here, right next to me... always. Hugging me, loving me, kissing me, holding me, helping me stand, wipping my tears, and rooting me on. I now know that "unable are the loved to die, for love is immortality."
I never knew this love. Thank you pupo
mama.