So many emotions,
So little time…
It’s only been 44 days
We still have an entire lifetime.
Enzo,
I have so many things to tell you. Beginning with I love you, progressing to I miss you, going onto I need you, moving to I’m sorry, continuing on with I’m proud of you, and ending with I can’t live without you.
It’s been 44 long days. Just to imagine that I have my entire lifetime without you destroys me. I cannot even begin to imagine it, baby. I just can’t. Who said babies were supposed to die? Who? And why you? I have no answers, I have no more strength, I have no more… nothing. I’m just done. I wish I could write creative, beautiful things to you my darling, but mommy is completely broken. I have nothing left in me. Not one word, not one piece of my broken heart… nothing. I’m numb. I need you to heal me again. Please come back to mommy soon Enzo. Please.
… I now know that one can die of heartbreak …
The most BEAUTIFULLY DEVESTATING truth about each person is that there is only ONE of them in all history...
Te Amo ENZO
Mama
So little time…
It’s only been 44 days
We still have an entire lifetime.
Enzo,
I have so many things to tell you. Beginning with I love you, progressing to I miss you, going onto I need you, moving to I’m sorry, continuing on with I’m proud of you, and ending with I can’t live without you.
It’s been 44 long days. Just to imagine that I have my entire lifetime without you destroys me. I cannot even begin to imagine it, baby. I just can’t. Who said babies were supposed to die? Who? And why you? I have no answers, I have no more strength, I have no more… nothing. I’m just done. I wish I could write creative, beautiful things to you my darling, but mommy is completely broken. I have nothing left in me. Not one word, not one piece of my broken heart… nothing. I’m numb. I need you to heal me again. Please come back to mommy soon Enzo. Please.
… I now know that one can die of heartbreak …
The most BEAUTIFULLY DEVESTATING truth about each person is that there is only ONE of them in all history...
Te Amo ENZO
Mama